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i never want to be apart from you but if im to get my life back on track and get myself in a happier place then i cant have any temptation. i know its the biggest risk im ever going to take but if i can pull this off then this will be worth it please believe me.
im going about this in the most unconventional way but i am fighting to make us work
i dont want this one bit
its killing me just wondering what she is up to
but what was i to do?
i couldnt afford to keep it up anymore
i know tho that i will be back to try and reclaim her
365 days and i promise that i'll be back for you
but please go about your life its not your fault at all
it is my jail sentence alone for my stupid mistakes
but i will be back
and i will always love you
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think every girl is guilty of this :)
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.
if writing a story in my head i'm writing War & Peace but when i come to write it down i end up writing "do you like green eggs & ham? said Sam I am"
If trying to tell my girlfriend how much i love her in my head "how do i compare you to a summers day?" but it comes out as "hehe I like you"
I'm not gonna be like most people and blame it on either being Blond which has got to be the dumbest excuse for stupidity ever. Or everybodies favourite "being Dyslexic" I really hate that one. Claiming you have Dyslexia is an insult to people who actually have it.
Its on the same level as someone who is not blind but still has the guide dog because they say it looks cute.
I know its not Dyslexia that i suffer from, I plainly suffer from STUPIDITY!!!!!!!! and i'm not afraid to tell people that XD haha
gotta be up at 6am!!!!
5 hours sleep if i go to bed now not enough
just drank 3 cans of redbull!!!!!
FOR FUCKS SAKE
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> We don't care if you talk to other guys.
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> We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
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> But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
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> It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
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> We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
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> Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.
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> Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
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> Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.
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> The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
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> Yeah, you can quote me.
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> Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
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> Take Advantage of the mood im in.
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> LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'
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> We enjoy doing it.
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> It's expected.
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> Smile and say 'thank you.'
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> Kiss us when no one's watching.
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> If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
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> You don't have to get dressed up for us.
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> If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
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> We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
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> Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
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> Don't take everything we say seriously.
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> Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
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> Don't get angry easily.
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> Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
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> Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
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> Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.
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> I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
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> On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it ether.
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>find Someone who will
> Someone who will honor your morals.
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> Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
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> Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
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> Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
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> Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
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> *****Give the nice guys a chance*****
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> Holdin Hands- Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
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> Cuddling- Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
> Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
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> Movies- Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
> Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
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> Loving each other- Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into
> her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And
> mean it.
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Mixed reactions to that, i mean Uni is fun but im enjoying my job which is leading to good things
so any ideas?
im hoping that they just cancel account within the next week or so, then no more stupidly high bills
anyway im moving to vodafone on the 27th :D
ive seen the phone i want and it looks amazing
so its now 1st may can i go 27days with no mobile or will i crack and steal one?
really hope i crack
today though has been terrible
just broke up with my girlfriend :(
im guessing the pressures of long distance were a factor
but also i admit i wasnt the best possible boyfriend
i tried honest to god i really did but she would not let me forget it
i couldnt do it any more and im so so sorry
we took two vans over so we could buy all the cheap alcohol possible for a huge party
altogether £1500 was spent its roughly $2700usd
we had lunch in the town of calais ca-lay me and my uncle sat watching the homeless ppl weirdly they wear shirts and drink wine. i never imagined that there was such a thing as upper class homeless ppl haha
its getting surprisingly easier
next week im gonna have to do a longer ride
looking at some new cycle routes online now
:D
i did find one that i have joined tho called community.livejournal.com/28dayplan/ basically it is what it says a 28day plan so i think i'll start that one tomorrow
